I'm NOT Delusional!!!!by TD
So, after 8 doctors I'm sent on my way with no help WHATSOEVER. They're done! "There is nothing there." If I hear that one more time I will put my foot in someone's behind. So, basically, don't worry about letting anyone catch if from me or my husband? Don't know what causes it. Don't know what cures it. Don't know how to control it. All I know for a fact is this: I am being eaten from the inside out by these parasites that come in so many different shapes and forms. Literally, from the inside out, comes marks then holes where they lay & eat my flesh. Oh yeah, lets not forget to talk about their cycle! They hatch every 6 days. I have tried everything from super glue, to Nair ALL OVER MY BODY (no, I do not have a left eyebrow any longer) to total body cleaners, bleach in the bath, tea tree oil, you name it. It has cost me ALOT. Guess what - got Chinese food the other day, looked at my soup & there was a worm in it. Looked at a piece of beef from my Beef & Vegetables and there was a worm on the beef. There were two of those ribbon kinds just laying in the rice. NO, I AM NOT DELUSIONAL. I have little hand held microscopes and I checked. They were, in fact critters. NO KIDDING. I've read we can thank the Chinese for this (and this does not surprise me in any way), and I've read that you can thank the good 'ole USA for it. All I know is this, my arms look like the arms of a 90 year old's. I have open lesions all over on my arms and my hands, front & back, and on my face. I itch constantly and really hate every other 6th day. I have absolutely NO appetite. WOULD YOU??? I really think I could kill myself within the next couple months--I can't see my Mom or Step Dad any longer. I can't see my daughter any longer. I can't see my two grandbabies any longer. Anyone who would be so selfish that they would have any company in their home and allow someone to be infested with these bugs need their head examined. They don't know I have this disease. What the heck, according to the doctors, I don't. Wish I was imagining a nice tan and pina colada instead of open lesions all over my body. And, according to the doctor's I've seen that won't fess up to the truth, I am just imagining all these things coming out of my constantly. They need their head examined & their license taken away for thinking (well, they are getting by with the lies) they can pull the wool over everyone's eyes. Just wait until a doctor's kid or wife gets it. At this rate, with them turning us away, letting things go like nothing is wrong other than I'm delusional, it will not be long and there is going to be a full blown epidemic. I think there is one now, but how many people do you know that would allow people over to their homes & then sit down & drink some coffee while discussing their worms & other bugs living & feeding off their flesh & insides. yum yum. Makes me want to PUKE!!!! Dear TD, I'm so terribly sorry to hear your story. You have my sincerest sympathies. I wish there were something I could do to help you. Until this condition is taken seriously and a definite treatment is determined, I can only suggest to those who are suffering to make three major changes:
My heart aches for you and the despair and desperation that you are feeling. I pray the Lord will encourage and strengthen you and give you healing. To your good health! Angie
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