Regarding My Morgellons

by D.H.
(London UK)

white cotton like fibers expelled from the skin after applying balneum plus cream

white cotton like fibers expelled from the skin after applying balneum plus cream

I'm British citizen living in London. My first symptoms started after moving into a new property where I rented a room.

I noticed and some friends of mine noticed an accumulation of odd smell and penetration of it into all the objects in my room, papers, clothes, chair everything, every single item smelt the same.

First thing ever I noticed were freckles pigmented specks on both of my shoulder then started sweating, itching, and having joints pain.

Then I saw a few blacks specks under the skin in various places, felt heat in my body, then severe eruptions of black specks all over the body, lesions on face -- was treated for scabies - things got worse.

My skin started to burn and to look like old wrinkled skin in matter of days, eruption of orange brown nodules, constant coughing, debris formation on face under the nails, nails changing shape, lips crusting, skin becoming leathery and darker, yellowish tone on face, rye seed like specks under the skin too,white cotton like fibers, blue fibers especially after using certain creams.

They surface from all over the body, after castor oil application white specks scabies like forms surface too, cold limbs, shivers, nostrils very itchy with black specks in it, silica form long material expelling from eyes and nostrils.

I'm constantly tired and almost bed-ridden having problems with daily household tasks.

My doctors keep insisting on me taking antidepressants and antipsychotic drugs - I have suffered from long term depression without any visible signs or without any of the above mentioned, been on tetralysal for 8 months.

Some open lesions are closed, but I have stopped taking it - I was given creams to soften the skin - none work my skin is hardening very fast and developing thick coat over it - I developed very bad bodily odour - application of balneum plus cream over the skin results in massive outpour of white cotton like fibers out of the skin from all over the body or blue fiber balls... I'm very very unwell -- I did red wine tests that resulted in throwing out same black or blue fibers form .. I feel dry in and out and very lethargic.... blood tests showed low hemoglobin...

I do not think I will survive this because my docs are not taking it seriously enough.

Oh D.H.,

My heart just aches for you reading your story. I am so sorry that you are suffering so badly and that you are not receiving the help you need from doctors.

I am NOT a doctor, but I would so very much like to help you. I know that those who suffer from what is being called Morgellons have had a terrible time finding something that works at healing them successfully.

I've heard that many doctors just tell their patients that they are mentally ill and try putting them on anti-psychotic medications. The terrible thing to me is that none of us are deficient in anti-psychotic medications, so this has NO effect on healing the cause of your illness.

The body is an amazing thing, but sometimes it can be hard to determine exactly what is wrong and what will work best for each individual.

Fortunately, there are some basic principles of healing that apply to the human body and are foundational to getting to the root of the problem.

1. Cleansing
2. Nourishing/Building

It sounds like the place you were renting was contaminated by some form of mold, bacteria, fungus, or other parasite. There is a very good chance that this is what has gotten into your system and is causing you this problem. I do hope you are not still living there!

The first step you should consider taking is cleansing your body as thoroughly as possible. I wish Para 90 was available in the UK, but it is not. It's available in the US, and you'd have to have a US address to order it.

The next best thing I would recommend is Herbal Fiberblend. I would start with a solid 3 month cleanse just to begin the process. Your case is so severe, that you may want to continue with it for several months to be sure you are doing a thorough job of ridding your body of parasites, fungus, and bacteria.

You start with 1 tsp. of the Herbal Fiberblend morning and evening for the first week. Then you go up to 2 tsp. morning and evening for the second week. Finally, increase the amount to a heaping tablespoon morning and evening and stay at that level for as long as necessary.

The Herbal Fiberblend has 17 different cleansing herbs that are anti-fungal and
anti-parasitic. Those along with the psyllium fiber will help to kill and flush out a wide range of parasites and bacteria.

Be sure to drink plenty of good water and avoid things like soft drinks or sodas or any sugary drinks. They tend to feed parasites.

Not only do you need to cleanse, but you also need to nourish your body so it can be strong enough to fight back. This process is also referred to as building your immune system.

Most health practitioners will tell you that the body needs 10x's the amount of nutrition to heal than to simply maintain good health.

Your body is in a terrible crisis state and you need all the nourishment you can get. There are a couple of basic things I can recommend immediately.

The first recommendation is that you begin pumping your body with as much whole food as possible. Juicing organic fruits and vegetables is good, but it can be difficult and overwhelming, particularly when you are not feeling well to begin with.

The solution I have found to be most helpful is to use whole food supplement powders. There is a set of three juice powders called the Garden Trio that consists of freshly juiced and dried beetroot, carrots, and barley grass.

Another one that is very good is called Leaf Greens.

These whole food supplement powders make it very easy to give your body a huge boost of nutrition without the labor and fuss of trying to do it manually. In fact, the manner and form in which they are processed makes them of even higher quality and greater benefit than if you were able to juice them freshly yourself.

I would suggest you start with using the powders twice per day (at least 1 hour away from the time you take the Herbal Fiberblend). The vitamins, minerals, and nutrients are absorbed into your system at a very rapid rate (within 15-30 minutes).

As your body adjusts to the added nutrition and the cleansing that you are doing, you will probably start to feel even worse (if you can imagine that), but only temporarily. This is because your body starts detoxing itself because it has the tools it needs to start fighting back.

That should only last a matter of days (although minor symptoms may come and go over the first couple of months) and you should start to feel some improvement and strength.

The beets help to cleanse the liver as well as provide vital nutrients to the body, so that is an added bonus. It should help improve your skin condition.

Finally, you really need to start taking some good quality probiotics as soon as possible. These are "good bacteria" that help fight off the bad bacteria in your body. The one I prefer is Florafood, but again, this is not available in the UK.

Ask around at your local chemist or health food store and see if you can find some good quality probiotics - acidophilus, bifidum, longum. A combination of the three is excellent, and make sure that it has a guaranteed minimum amount of live active units of at least 1 billion per capsule.

Take these probiotics with every meal. Start with one or two per meal. The fact that you were on antibiotics for so long means that your immune system will be in a very weak condition. The antibiotics kill off the good bacteria in your system, leaving you very vulnerable. That's why you need to replenish your body with the probiotics.

You do sound terribly discouraged and ready to give up all hope. I am going to be praying for you that the Lord will give you the courage and ability to fight this and that He will help you get well.

I wish I could "guarantee" you that by following these recommendations you would be healed, but I can't. I can only say that I think you have the best chance of getting better by pursuing this course of action because it is based on sound health principles.

I can also say that the products I recommended DO come with a guarantee. If you use them and find that they haven't helped you, you are able to return them for a refund. (I've never actually had anyone return them, but you are certainly able to do so if you like.)

Please let me know if I can be of any further help. Also, if you decide to take these steps, please keep me posted on your progress.

Healing doesn't happen overnight, but it does happen when you give your body as much ammunition as you can to fight.


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May 08, 2012
Your doctor sucks and YOU ARE NOT CRAZY!!! Hang in there!!! NEW
by: Anonymous

I just experienced something of the sort. After a couple of days of symptoms getting worse, I used an astringent over my whole body with cotton balls and saw tiny white slithers and black and silver specs and slithers start to surface my skin. I repeated this immediately after, and these things stuck to the cotton balls. I then put some hydro cortisone cream all over as well. After putting on the cream, some of these specs were then coming out blue,and my skin then looked like I was wearing sparkles or glitter. I wondered, if an astringent is what helped these things surface, what would peroxide do? I then soaked my feet in a tub containing a mixture of peroxide and warm water. My feet started to burn after just a few minutes, and when I looked at the bottom they seemed to be free of this mysterious thing and had tiny needle-like holes in the skin. My feet were no longer itching but were very sore. The water was filled with fiber looking matter. Since this worked on my feet, I decided to use a sponge to wet the rest of my body with this mixture and wipe down my skin. This cleared most of whatever this was from me. Next, I put some lotion on kind of thicker and not all the way rubbed in, and took a credit card to scrape the extra from my skin, going in the same direction as I did when I wiped myself down. This pushed out more. I then put a final layer of lotion. The itching has reduced and I have hardly any sparkles left. I'm going to repeat the treatment of peroxide and continue to use an astringent until I am sure it's all gone.

Also, I was telling a friend of mine about this and he told me that I should read up on a topic, because at first I had told him I thought they were bugs and he said he could not see them (we were in his garage). There is a theory that things cross plains into our plain and only certain people can see them (they are called bugs). I came across your blog/ article by doing just so. It is said that doctors end up locking up such people in institutions because they have no answers for us.

Try the method I used and see if it works for you and let me know! Good Luck!

Mar 08, 2012
Regarding My Morgellons Treatment NEW
by: Anonymous

I have been dealing with this for a few years now. Every time I relax on the house cleaning, if I use towel more than once without washing it, don't dry everything that I wear in a hot dryer, I regret it.

I've only been able to control the spread of it, it's exhausting! Last month, my washer broke and I am right back where I started.

One thing that I have tried, that worked was Cedarcide. I actually felt the creatures walk off of me.

Sep 27, 2011
by: mike

I am Mike 32 yrs old father of a 5yr old boy. I have noticed my clothes are falling apart. I am getting little bites. I have lost 110 pounds and I look sickly. I can't afford to get my meds, they are 843 dollars. My toenails are falling off. I have all sorts of fibers and lesions. I feel like I could end it all but I will never give up I have too much to live for. I love the Lord. My feet are always swelling and hurting. I have started to lose teeth I can't afford the dentist, its 1200 dollars to fix. They just gave me anti-biotics which made me sicker, as I also suffer from Candida. Please send me any info you have and a letter pen pal? Thanks.

Mike Kiehl
7610 West Nob Hill Blvd #226
Yakima, WA 98908
thanks again

Apr 12, 2011
Your Ongoing Health
by: Angie

Dear Kristi,

Somehow I missed your update. Sorry for the delay in responding. Yes, I believe it IS good when these things are coming out of your body. Much better out than in! :)

I hope you are continuing to progress. I'm very glad to hear that the Lord has been encouraging you through His Word. He's gotten me through so many things that way, and although things may be unbearable and seem completely hopeless, He is able to carry us through the worst and get us out on the other side better and stronger.

One of the biggest obstacles some of us face when dealing with our health is the expense of the care, treatment, or supplements that we really want to use, but can't easily afford.

I hope and pray that the Lord will give you wisdom to choose the ones that are going to be most effective for you and provide the funds that will enable you to get what you need.

Please do keep me posted.

Apr 02, 2011
Thank you Angie, and an Update...
by: Kristi

Thank you, Angie.

I've been taking a lot of supplements, and garlic and cayenne, etc., etc.... I've started having more energy, and my appetite has increased lately. The other day, after brushing my teeth, I then brushed the whold inside of my mouth and gargled/swished a lot with H2O2... the whole inside of my mouth super tingled, for lack of a better word; then I spit out in the cleaned toilet, and a LONG fiber, looked like dental floss, sort of, but believe me - it wasn't... it came out when I spit, and kind of bounced up to the top of the water. It was folded in thirds, and I fished it out... it twitched, and I taped it to notebook paper and labeled it. If stretched out, I'd estimate it was a good 4 - 5 inches long. It either came out of the inside of one of my cheeks or the roof of my mouth, I believe... wow. I IS a good thing when these things start coming out, right???!!! I worry what else is in me, and worry more about them getting to my internal organs. I read something the other day out of the bible, but I can't remember the exact words, but it has really inspired me and given me strength. I will paraphrase it: " Act like you have faith, and faith will be given unto you." Wow... I am finally developing faith, along with belief. I am finding that faith is much stronger than just belief. I know God will heal me, and it has already begun. I keep getting pointed in directions, showing me something I need to see/buy/read - understand. I had to hit absolute bottom of fear and dread, etc., before those words came to me... I have been "acting" like I have faith, and so it has been getting stronger in me, I feel closer to God, and much more positive. I feel God will show me, step by step, as He is doing, how to get well, find a new home, and have my dear son return.
Thank you for your prayer/s... powerful stuff!

Love, peace and health to you, yours, and all,


Mar 25, 2011
Getting Out Of That House
by: Angie


You poor dear! Is there any way that you can get out of that house? Perhaps you can move in with your father temporarily until you can save up enough money to rent a different location.

If you are convinced your house is infested, that would be your best option. Some people have reported good results with using Dr. Ben's Evictor (also called Cedarcide) as a fogger in their home, but I don't know that you will be able to afford it if money is that tight.

My heart aches for you, but I don't know what would help you that is "free" apart from getting out of that house.

If you could find a doctor who was knowledgeable in this area, it would be worthwhile, but they seem few and far between.

I'm praying for you.

Mar 24, 2011
Afraid I'm Dying/Morgellons/Poverty
by: Kristi

I became infected with Morgellons disease when I moved into this apt. December, 2010. In about 3 weeks, I was symptomatic. I saw "splinter-like" things everywhere, and was getting bitten. I had several lesions, with larger seed-like things, just inside my skin, many I got out with gentle scratching, and posted them all on the back of an envelope. At the ER, doctor said he had people look at them, and they were not "bugs"... not any living thing. He thought maybe they were just scabs.(!) He looked at some new lesions on my back. He gave me premethrin, which I used, to no avail. So, I kept researching to find out what I had, meanwhile, the "creatures" began "morphing" into different forms - some I taped down. Over the last 3 months, I have seen every form of these I've read about online - the only where to go, apparantely. My disease seems to be progressing faster than many others; and I believe this is because of having little money, I'm not able to move. I believe I can get a handle on this, if I can move! I am ready to throw away everything but what I can't sterillize, but I fear passing this on to someone going through my stuff in garbage bags. All of my boxes are open and half unpacked, with black specks, fuzz balls, etc. all through it. I cannot get ahead on disinfecting my environment. I wash my floors, and now an hour or two later, "they" are back. I am getting bitten (the black specks, little round white, soft "bugs", and the fibers keep landing on me) I keep getting reinfected here.
I bought some supplements specific to this condition, and essential oils, but everything is almost gone. First of the month, I'll order more. My Medicaid will not cover the tests/treatments that some very knowledgeable naturopaths are offering, with success. I have an austistic 11-year-old in transitional housing, waiting for me to move and get better. I know the first step is to move out of here, but how? I feel so trapped, and alone. My son tells me he wants to come "home"; and I have no home for him. I'm feeling a bit crazy. This is sucking away most of my energy.
I have no washer and dryer here, so I must wash my clothes/bedding everyday in the sink. I have no bathtub, to do the soaks. I can see worms under my skin, some small, like the ones I spit out after gargling with something that purges them from my mouth/cheeks; but I also see much larger/longer worms, that move from place to place under my skin. They are in my arms, face. I use DE, which has just about killed my vacuum cleaner, and I also take it internally. I am using many of the recommended supplements.I am so distraught. My father saw me a few days ago, bringing me some rubber gloves, and yesterday he called me, telling me I looked so bad he thinks I should be hospitallized. I explained to him why that would just be a waste of energy I don't have. I am trapped, and my son needs me. Someone, please offer me any suggestions you may have.
Thank you!

Feb 27, 2011
Morgellons or Parasites
by: Angie

I'm not an expert on the subject, but it doesn't sound to me like you have Morgellons based on all the descriptions other visitors have given of those symptoms.

It sounds more like you have either intestinal parasites or a severe yeast infection (candida overgrowth).

Of course it was utterly ridiculous for the EMT to say that you can't have worms. Hard to believe people can be so naive or mis-informed and work in the medical profession. Regardless, you at least have the sense to know that she doesn't know what she is talking about.

You need to cut out the sugar in your diet for a few weeks (minimum) to avoid feeding the problem. You also should consider an herbal intestinal cleanse.

This is the most effective method I know of to get rid of the creepy crawly feeling that goes along with parasites and yeast infections.

I would suggest as above Herbal Fiberblend and Para 90 along with plenty of probiotics like Florafood. These are all available through AIM.

A severe yeast overgrowth can give you the feelings you describe and there would be no sign of bugs or worms. It could also lead to your bladder infection and aches and pains.

I hope you are able to take these steps and begin feeling better soon. Let me know if you have further questions.

Feb 25, 2011
I've tried so many things
by: Anonymous

I live in the US, and I don't know whether I have full blown Morgellons or not, but I am infested with some type of "invisible bug" that I can't even see.

I can feel them trying to get into my eyes, ears, nose, throat, and other "unmentionable places", anywhere there is an orifice. But my problem is---they are not coming out of me anywhere. They stay inside me---I get no fibers coming out, no lesions on me anywhere.

I have even tried "horse paste" Ivermectin for 5 days in a row---and I still have them!!! I don't know what else to do.

I can't identify them---because i can't even see them, I only feel them. I feel these "worm-like" feelings too---coming from under my skin--it actually feels like worms moving around. Does anyone else feel this too?

I was at the E.R. yesterday about this, and one of the EMTs told me that she didn't think I had worms, because our bodies are too acidic---this coming from an EMT!!!

The only thing they found was that I had a bladder infection. They took a sample of my urine, too.

I don't know what to do about this----I feel like this will kill me---like they are eating me alive. I feel these strange aches and pains in my organs, and I'm afraid it's the "bugs". I don't understand why they are not coming out anywhere.

My email is---imjanedoe60 (at) gmail (dot) com

Aug 06, 2010
by: dzana

sorry just to correct I meant to say BIO or man made organism but then if is man made why moon cycle >?? COULD IT BE that now we r attracting more insects and other forms as well as if we r now some form of magnetic force so they JOIN IN and create more and more mycoplasma as according to what I see is so many forms pouring out of my body not just one particular organism??

Aug 06, 2010
by: dzana

We r all infected with morgs -it takes clippers or tetley green tea bags to reveal what is under your skin - make some green tea - above mentioned brands - then rub slowly wet tea bags over the skin - there will be plastic particles and other forms coming out - so far I have tested 40 people and we r all having it some more some less - I m not any better they just grow and form secondary skin layers - now I m having liver problems and breathing issues as well - what works well is bentonite clay mixed with oil - you rub them 2 into the skin all over the body then apply thick coat of yoghurt - the moment u apply yoghurt u will see silicon melting away - also helps to rub into the skin on top of the yoghurt some spices such us chilly, ginger, cinnamon etc in order to exfoliate the layers of morgs , --- internally Diatomaceous earth with lemon in it breaks down chitin and u wil start spitting them out ... BENTONITE CLAY PUSHES THEM OUT OF INTESTINES AS WELL... the problem is they accumulate fast as in what you kill during the day grows back during the night -- the moon must be playing a huge part in the cycle but then how strange WHAT KIND OF PARASITES R WE DEALING WITH??? BIO OR NON BIO? SEEMS TO BE NON BIO - AS THEY LOVE TOXINS ANYTHING TOXIC WILL MAKE THEM GROW...

May 06, 2010
Im just down the road from london
by: Anonymous

i am to suffering this nasty thing to have do for 5 years now start when i was 6 weeks pregnant and loads of visits to dr with nothing noone to give a shite i have kids that are some how holding off the nasty death sentence i have been clear a few time but still it comes back and i shut myself away again as sores are really bad on face

What i use to relieve it and the only thing that do is hyro proxide 9% three bottles in bath and watch the little bastards flood out and for nerxt few days i feel great then it all starts again

i also find that when i handle potatoes carrots anyting like that they tend to come out of skin to.

liquid silver is also very affective






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